I can feel it inside of me, the shifts and turns; And it burns just underneath my skin.
My job called me today, and told me they were going to have to restructure things, again. And how this would mean a remake of my working schedule. Less days completely off, but essentially same 70%.
So many things have changed in such a short amount of time with work, I don't expect it to find stability any time soon. Which means looking for stability might not be the way forward.
My instincts are telling me It's time to do something else. I welcome whatever the future holds but I feel my time at my current job is coming to an end.
I'm considering letting someone come live in my home, could be nice for a year or so to live a bit differently, to keep expanding as a person, and have someone share some of the living expense.
I'm considering some wild things these days.
I don't only have myself to think about but also my game project, which now is touching more people than myself. It's going to be a new world of opportunity out there, with so many companies laid to the dust, what will rise from the ashes?
Maybe the Twinlake Minstrel will.
The light or the shadows? which one attracts the strongest, which one scares you the most?
The light intimidates, burns, is full of adversity. But it is where greatness is born.
The darkness is solitary, simple, focused, safe. It's a place to grow strong in.
I need both.
But I can't right now, first I require change in my life.
Come Monday (2020-03/27), Is when I'll start this journey. We'll see where the world ends up after I've made my move.
Signed, Mireneye
