lördag 22 februari 2014
onsdag 12 februari 2014
FATALITY
I was able to push myself really hard because of a mixture of great personal growth, good people that kept me going and a good balance of chaos and logic in life. And at the edge of it all, an energy drink here and there kept me going.
Yesterday when I had the unfortunate event of some loud friends coming over and me deciding not to cast because I wanted only the best for my viewers I think something else dawned on me during the course of the day. I need a break.
Since Christmas I've been going none-stop between work, broadcasting and working in RPG-maker in between, moderating a channel on twitch.tv and trying to practice more contemporary circus. Hell I even found a rhythm that could support all that and keep me alive and well. Alas it was a fragile rhythm and it is now but a distant memory.
My current plan is to get back to a decent rhythm and make sure it's stable and then I will start adding in the different aspects naturally. Streaming will be the first to return, closely followed by contemporary circus practice and the rest I expect to fall in line when natural.
But now I will rest and do naught but what I desire whenever I desire. I embrace this time of chaos as a phase in life that should help me get back on my feet.
Thank you for having been with me on this journey. Now we await the next chapter.
When I rise, I will rise stronger than before!
Signed, Mireneye
Yesterday when I had the unfortunate event of some loud friends coming over and me deciding not to cast because I wanted only the best for my viewers I think something else dawned on me during the course of the day. I need a break.
Since Christmas I've been going none-stop between work, broadcasting and working in RPG-maker in between, moderating a channel on twitch.tv and trying to practice more contemporary circus. Hell I even found a rhythm that could support all that and keep me alive and well. Alas it was a fragile rhythm and it is now but a distant memory.
My current plan is to get back to a decent rhythm and make sure it's stable and then I will start adding in the different aspects naturally. Streaming will be the first to return, closely followed by contemporary circus practice and the rest I expect to fall in line when natural.
But now I will rest and do naught but what I desire whenever I desire. I embrace this time of chaos as a phase in life that should help me get back on my feet.
Thank you for having been with me on this journey. Now we await the next chapter.
When I rise, I will rise stronger than before!
Signed, Mireneye
söndag 2 februari 2014
The journey so far...
"Carry on my wayward son. There'll be peace when you are done"
Sometimes I walk around and wonder when I'm done. Does the creative spirit never rest? Does it ever long for not having a sense of destiny or purpose? Is this just a remnant of that weak... old self. Or is it a new doubt that needs to be crushed?
I think I'm leaning towards the latter. In your pursue of greater things of course you hit a rough patch sometimes, does that mean you give up? FUCK NO! It means you get your shit together, as broken, disjointed and painful it may be and just push! Push until there is almost nothing left of you.
Because you know what? Like a muscle you'll grow stronger. As long as you don't snap. But let's be honest, keep your wits about you, and always take the best and positive aspects with you and your mentality should be fine through the gauntlet.
This gives me the possibility to be reborn from my own ashes.
I was offered the gift of the challenge and I'm going to use it to reinvent myself.
Over and over.
Day after day.. Ad infinitum.
Or until I'm satisfied with my result.
Signed, Mireneye
Post script: I referenced one tv series. one game and one trailer for a movie. See if you can catch them!
Sometimes I walk around and wonder when I'm done. Does the creative spirit never rest? Does it ever long for not having a sense of destiny or purpose? Is this just a remnant of that weak... old self. Or is it a new doubt that needs to be crushed?
I think I'm leaning towards the latter. In your pursue of greater things of course you hit a rough patch sometimes, does that mean you give up? FUCK NO! It means you get your shit together, as broken, disjointed and painful it may be and just push! Push until there is almost nothing left of you.
Because you know what? Like a muscle you'll grow stronger. As long as you don't snap. But let's be honest, keep your wits about you, and always take the best and positive aspects with you and your mentality should be fine through the gauntlet.
This gives me the possibility to be reborn from my own ashes.
I was offered the gift of the challenge and I'm going to use it to reinvent myself.
Over and over.
Day after day.. Ad infinitum.
Or until I'm satisfied with my result.
Signed, Mireneye
Post script: I referenced one tv series. one game and one trailer for a movie. See if you can catch them!
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