I haven't exactly have had much time to write here for a while. But also my life has been in a state where I have not really had much to talk about.
It's been a time of actions.. not a time of words.
I've worked and even oddly enough enjoyed work. I've developed some more skills in my different areas. just a bit slower then I thought. No matter how much I want to, I can't be too greedy with time. As long as I bide my time and keep trying, good things are bound to happen!
You might be wondering what changed and why I decied to write tonight. Well it's a mixture of things actually.
For one I'm in that perfect tired and creative mode but I really can't do much else at this moment. The other reasons are a mish mash of having some really good feelings coursing through my body and a complete enjoyment of life in the moment.
The final piece is how I somehow feel as if an elderly curse has been lifted. Somehow a heavy coinscience - elevated from the chains which imposed a great burden upon my body and mind.
It has not been a darkness as much as it has been a shroud that has loomed in me for a long time, effecting me on a daily basis.
Perhaps it's a halo-like effect and I'm just happy enough to be blind to all the negative.
But if it is so what? what matters is the now. I have been carving my path slowly my friends. I have come to realize just how many chances make my way and I'm grateful for every one of them that I can fathom. Meeting certain people, doing certain things.
It all collapses together into the unity that is my future, and right now it's looking very, very bright.
Signed, Mireneye
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